HERE I FIND MYSELF ON A COLD WINTERS DAY READY TO SHARE SOME MORE INNER LIFES FEELINGS……
SOMETIMES WHEN YOU FEEL YOUR LIFE IS IN TURMOIL YOU HAVE TWO OPTIONS OPEN TO YOU ….
WETHER YOU GO INTO ACTION AND TRY TO MOVE ON AND WORK OUT WHERE YOU ARE GOING OR …..
BE STILL THIS IS THE OPTION I CHOSE TO BE STILL WITHIN MYSELF….I DIDNT KNOW OF A DIRECTION TO BEGIN TO REACH TOWARDS ….
SO I PUT THE BREAKS ON AND THOUGHT I NEED TO FEEL STRONG WITHIN MY BODY AND MY SOUL…..THESE AREAS NEEDED NURTURING NUTURING OF THE SELF..GET MIND AND BODY BACK TO FEELING GOOD ..THIS WAS MY FIRST PLAN OF ACTION .
I CAN GLADLY SAY THIS HAS WORKED AND I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER IN MYSELF .MY THOUGHTS ARE MORE CLEAR AND NOT SO MUDDLED .
I CAN SEE THE ARTISTIC AREAS SLOWLY COMING BACK INTO MY THOUGHTS AND MY WORTH OF SELF IS SO MUCH MORE GROUNDED.
I HAVE A SENSE OF SAYING IT IS OK WHERE IM AT .. THIS STAGE OF MY LIFE ….I DONT NEED TO QUESTION WHERE I AM AND THINK I SHOULD BE HERE…THIS IS ALL OK I AM OK IN MY LIFE AT THIS PRESENT TIME IT IS ALL GOOD.
THE WONDERFUL THING ABOUT RELAXING IN THE SELF IS …YOU DONT KNOW WHAT EXPERIENCES WILL BE PRESENTED TO YOU ..IT IS LIKE HAVING A LUCKY DIP YOU REACH IN AND TAKE A PARCEL AND OPEN AND SEE WHAT DELIGHTS ARE WITHIN.
THE WONDER OF PATIENCE IS FULLFILLING I DONT KNOW IF I WOULD OF BEEN TOTALLY READY FOR THIS EARLIER IN MY LIFE ….ALL I WANTED WAS TO EXPERIENCE EVERYTHING IN LIFE AND TO MAKE IT HAPPEN.
SO I WILL KEEP WALKING ..STRETCHING..DESIGNING IDEAS WITHIN MY SOUL..LAUGHING ..
THIS IS HOW I HELPED MYSELF ALONG………
I SAT QUIET IN A PLACE WHERE I FELT COMFORTABLE AND SAFE ….
ALLOWED MY THOUGHTS TO BRING INTO THE FORE FRONT THE THINGS THAT WERE WORRYING ME….CAN I GIVE ANY OF THESE THINGS MY ATTENTION NOW ….IF SO WRITE THEM DOWN AND DEAL WITH THEM ONE AT A TIME AND TO THE BEST OF MY ABILITY AND THEN KNOW THAT YOU HAVE DONE YOUR UTMOST TO SORT THE WORRYS…
NEXT THE WORRYS THAT ARE LEFT THAT YOU CANT OR DONT KNOW HOW TO ADDRESS ..LET THEM GO
THE THINGS THAT ABSOLUTELY NEED ADDRESSING ARE NOT AS BAD AS THEY ONCE SEEMED WHEN YOU ADDRESS THEM….THIS IS ABSOLUTELY TRUE BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOU HAVE DONE EVERYTHING TO SORT THEM AND LET THEM GO……
IT IS A LIGHTENING OF THE SPIRIT AND YOU FEEL QUIET TRIUMPHANT THAT YOU HAVE TRIED AT THE BEST OF YOUR ABILITY TO DEAL WITH THESE ISSUES .
NOTE….IF A ISSUE NEEDS ADDRESSING IMEDIATELY AND YOU DONT KNOW OR HAVE THE RESOURSES ASK FOR HELP …….
HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY AND BE HONEST AND HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE …
ITS UP TO YOU TO US TO TRUST IN LIFES PROCESS……..
ROZ


